You Make It - Honors Thesis '21
Synopsis: You Make It is a short documentary that follows filmmaker Sam Mescon in his pursuit of connection and community. Driven by reflection and introspection, You Make It is a self-portrait of the artist in his senior year of college as he explores his lifelong feelings of isolation and the social conditions that have caused it.
Directors Statement: You Make It is a summation of my artistic inquiry throughout my four years of undergrad at Clark University, in Worcester, MA. Filmed over the course of my senior year, the film builds off my previous works of street photography and self-portraiture as I attempt to resolve the complex feelings of isolation I’ve experienced throughout my young adulthood.
When I came to Clark freshman year, despite being surrounded by many people who looked like me and shared similar backgrounds, I felt the continued sense of alienation of my suburban upbringing. In an effort to soothe these feelings of isolation I walked the surrounding streets of Worcester with the intention of meeting and photographing strangers. However, rather than answers, these connections raised even deeper questions and concerns about the systematic inequalities that many surrounding communities in Worcester experience, and the ethical issues of documentation. I came to realize my photographs were merely satisfying a personal desire and that I didn’t know anything about the community I was in.
This film documents my personal journey as I come to better understand the forces that shape togetherness and community. Through several conversations with local community members, academics, and role models, I’ve come to see my personal experience of isolation as a microcosm of universal social dynamics. Gentrification, class divisions, racial inequities, and the isolation of individualism are all drawn into question as I aim to be in right relation with my communities.